Hurling and Healing: The Medicine of Mothering - The collective healing I experienced through a Temazcal and Kambô ceremony in Argentina. About how kambô medicine works, what to expect after kambô, and what kambô does spiritually. But also about my experience in a temazcal ceremony and the meaning and definition of mothering in relation to others, ourselves and nature.

When I wake up on the first day of my self-declared vacation within my fulltime nomadic life, the first thing that I do is make a to do list. I wish I was kidding, but unfortunately I am very serious. It will come as no surprise to anyone that knows me even a little bit that I am horrible at niksen — the Dutch verb for ‘doing nothing’.

Truly understanding change requires seeing how various processes in life are connected. This is a story about rolfing, rationality and intuition, fasting, the menstrual cycle, five year plans, and the western scientific method.

During my second ayahuasca ceremony I learned that I have a deep, existential fear of being alone. Read about how I came to understand it.

Recently I heard the song 'daydream' from Lily Meola. A song with beautifully written lyrics and a message to think about.

Not everyone introduces themselves the same. Some first mention their profession, others first mention their family. What questions to ask?